The Journals of Spalding Gray

The Journals of Spalding Gray Riveting funny heartbreaking at once raw and lyrical these journals reveal the complexity of the actor writer who invented the autobiographical monologue and perfected the form in such celebrated w

  • Title: The Journals of Spalding Gray
  • Author: Spalding Gray Kathie Russo Nell Casey
  • ISBN: 9780307273451
  • Page: 103
  • Format: Hardcover
  • Riveting, funny, heartbreaking, at once raw and lyrical these journals reveal the complexity of the actor writer who invented the autobiographical monologue and perfected the form in such celebrated works as Swimming to Cambodia.Here is the first intimate portrait we have of the man behind the charismatic performer who ended his life in 2004 evolving artist, conflicted cRiveting, funny, heartbreaking, at once raw and lyrical these journals reveal the complexity of the actor writer who invented the autobiographical monologue and perfected the form in such celebrated works as Swimming to Cambodia.Here is the first intimate portrait we have of the man behind the charismatic performer who ended his life in 2004 evolving artist, conflicted celebrity, a man struggling for years with depression before finally succumbing to its most desperate impulse Begun when he was twenty five, the journals give us Gray s reflections on his childhood his craving for success the downtown New York arts scene of the 1970s his love affairs, marriages and fatherhood his travels in Europe and Asia and throughout, his passion for the theater, where he worked to balance his compulsion to tell all with his terror of having his deepest secrets exposed.Culled from than five thousand pages and including interviews with friends, colleagues, lovers, and family, The Journals of Spalding Gray gives us a haunting portrait of a creative genius who we thought had told us everything about himself until now.

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    1. So just who was Spalding Gray? I think his agent puts it best when she says: "He was somebody who could experience the same boring thing as you and then spin a story from it that made you realize just how interesting it had all been." He did this through one-man shows which were the perfect showcases for his crazy personality. Spalding Gray’s stories were full of dark humor, sarcasm, neurosis, hypochondria and the occasional deep observation. In other words, he was Woody Allen or Jerry Seinfel [...]

    2. This was a heartbreaker, in more ways than one. I had a ton of respect for Spalding Gray growing up - I loved his work, his art, and to this day I secretly harbor the dream that I could also be a monologist. But reading his journals revealed another man entirely - nearly a complete reprobate, with hideous levels of self-absorption and a near psychopathic approach to intimate relationships. The stars fell from the sky right quick after reading this book.But somehow, I couldn't put it down. I deve [...]

    3. Ugh, I'm not really sure how to rate or review this. I have a thing for Spalding Gray. I can't even really describe what that thing is. One of my favorite life events ever is seeing him dance to Chumbawamba on stage, boombox in hand, the whole audience cracking up. I love the guy. This journal I kept thinking, "Should I be reading this?" Would he have wanted this published? I don't know. Ultimately probably. But it is so sad. Sad and self-absorbed (although I guess a journal wouldn't be any othe [...]

    4. December 28, 2011Today I wandered around Washington Square park with Stephon and Gish, and we talked about the emptiness of art and performance, I asked them if I they I thought I confessed too much when I performed my monologues, and they said, no, of course not Clucky, you always confess just enough, but we wish you'd stop performing under blankets. I agreed, but how else to express the modern condition? Afterwards we went to Stephon's loft on Prince street for an early nap and then cocktails. [...]

    5. Brilliant, tortured, whiny, and self-absorbed, Gray was all of that. Having seen him perform one of his monologues, read his books, and watched Swimming to Cambodia, and loved all of them, I was surprised by how much I disliked him as portrayed in his journals - the obsession with sex, drinking, and himself. And yet, his journal entries went a long way toward explaining both his art and his eventual suicide.

    6. THE JOURNALS OF SPALDING GRAY. (2011). Nell Casey (ed.) ****. I’ve been a long-time Gray fan, and was even lucky enough to catch one of his performances live. I think that his film, “Swimming to Cambodia” is a classic and should be on everyone’s must see list. One word of caution before reading this collection from his journals: if you are at all depressed, don’t start it. It is filled with highly introspective prose that mostly centers on Gray’s mental state at the time. The journal [...]

    7. Compulsively readable. Warning: if you are at all even a teensy bit neurotic, while you are reading this, you will become FAR MORE neurotic, over-thinking the smallest things. I had to put this down repeatedly because it was so honest and painful and depression-inducing. But it's also funny and insightful. I am sure some fans of Gray's won't like him any more after reading this; he certainly could be an asshole, and he admits it. But to see what anxiety and confusion were transformed into in his [...]

    8. I couldn't finish these, so this isn't a true review. It's an explanation of why I didn't finish a book I selected and paid for. I love journals and I admire a lot of Spalding Gray's work in his monologues. But these journals lack an observation of the outside world or any real insight into the world inside Grey's head. They are banal with ambition and narcissism and whining. I suspect Grey may need the instrument of his voice. WIthout it, he can't really fully express his talent.

    9. These journals reveal the inner life of this actor/writer/performer who struggled several years with depression and ended his life in his early 60s. The journals begin when he is 25, include his childhood, his craving for success, the New York art scene in the early 70s, and his love affairs, marriages and travels.Towards the end of his life, an automobile accident left him with physical disabilities and brain damage, and thus began his downward spiral towards suicide. These times are marked inc [...]

    10. For some reason it took me a while to admit I am giving up on this book. I read around a third and realized that this is really not for me. I doubt this incessant, self-centered, neurotic whining was ever meant for public consumption, but if it were, it probably wouldn't entice anyone who already was not a Spalding Gray fan to begin with. Not that I think that Gray is *solely* about narcissistic whining, but that's simply how these jottings come across to an uninitiated outsider to his oeuvre. T [...]

    11. Surprised that I enjoyed reading these as much as I did. Prior to reading this book I was unfamiliar with Spalding Gray except as a punchline in a Simpsons episode ("A Milhouse Divided"). I just went ahead and assumed that his shtick was the same as Garrison Keillor's. That is apparently not the case. The thrilling thing is that every person with a Twitter account (or Facebook, or Tumblr, or whatever) is basically a little Spalding Gray, obsessed with the not-me that occurs when relating the nar [...]

    12. Highly recommended for fans of Spalding Gray. Nell Casey has deftly assembled Gray’s journals, notes and tapes and interspersed explanatory passages to provide background and clarify some of Gray’s arcane references. She has also included helpful excerpts from interviews conducted with Kathleen Russo, Elizabeth LeCompte, Willem Dafoe, Eric Begosian, Steven Soderbergh, Jonathan Demme, and Spalding’s brothers Rockwell and Channing. The one disappointment, no fault of Ms. Casey’s, is that R [...]

    13. I love Spalding Gray, but I'm not sure I wanted to read his journals. They're not terribly different from the work he published during his lifetime except that they're much darker and rougher. I guess it makes sense that someone's (then-private) journals would be the outlet for those thoughts that he couldn't otherwise find an outlet for, but that still raises the question "Why read them?" when Gray has given so much of himself to us in a more readable form elsewhere. I don't think that these ar [...]

    14. Of course, not a very pleasant read but an interesting experience of going deep under the psychic skin of a very brilliant narcissist. I think what surprised me was the extent to which Gray was compulsive and fairly thoughtless about his constant need to find sex and have affairs. I wonder how much his fame played a role in his behavior.Gray's becoming a father helped him for once to care about other people. I found this part of his life very touching.

    15. My brother gave me this at Christmas, hoping I'd find "a few gems" in it. Having kept journals off and on since I was 15, and having written freely in them, I found more than a few in Gray's: moments of beauty, self-laceration, genuine wonder, flip nonchalance, and attempts to fix in print those fleeting seconds/minutes/hours that transform our days. Gray's decline was difficult to learn about, but the editor handled it well. I'd recommend this to anyone who examines their lives in writing.

    16. If the thought of venturing into the mind of a brilliant, narcissistic, disturbingly tragic figure, appeals to you, you'll enjoy this book. The selection of journal entries and editorial notes contextualizing them make the book more interesting and add a flow to it, saving it from being a meandering expression of pure id. And, in many respects the best part of the book is seeing the world of an actor/writer/artist living a bohemian life in Soho in the 80s and 90s.

    17. The drips-and-drabs diary of monologist Spalding Gray, nicely contextualized by Kathie Russo (an ex) and Nell Casey (a friend.)The revelation is that Gray, while a public confessor, still harboured a sizeable secret life. His long list of struggles - from dyslexia to dipsomania, from bisexuality to bipolarity - could only be temporarily assuaged, first by audiences, then by children. The fate of tragic figure awaited - hence, this diary of descent, which reads like Baby Boomer Poe.

    18. If you love Spalding, you will not be too surprised by this edited version of his journals. They are compiled and presented with love. While much of Spalding's intimate life has already been revealed, what we do learn, feel and benefit from is the even more extraordinary influence and patience the women is his life gave him. Elizabeth LeCompte got closer to him than anyone it would seem - very beautiful art and love story.

    19. I really loved Spalding Gray's monologues and looked forward to his journals but was disappointed. They were dull, repetitious and depressing. Not enough humor to leaven the gloom and not a sign of his wit. It was a hard slog to get through.First read March 14, 2015 I should have read my own first review before rereading but I didn't so reread and actually got more out of the book the second time around. A sad life but his journal was unique and very honest.

    20. Grueling, but ultimately worth it. Nell Casey's chapter introductions added a lot of context and are beautifully and sensitively written. If you are a fan of Gray's work, I recommend this. If you are feeling at all emotionally fragile, though, save it for another time. This is some super- sad stuff.

    21. Don't mean to be harsh with a rating. Seems to me that it would be an exceedingly small number of people that would really be interested in reading journal entries such as these. Too bad for me; this was on my list for a very long time.Again, if you're interested, you'll probably be interested. Don't shy away from giving it a shot.

    22. Magnificent, there are times that it is difficult to read the blatant, honest self-reflections. It's almost as if Gray knew that one day his journals would be read by his fans and yet - that did not stop him from revealing himself. Totally and completely, Gray gives and gives and gives, the audience - the reader - his mirror. Beautifully curated.

    23. another book that would have been better as a new yorker profile, which i am sure exists. actually reading his diaries is not something i want to do; the contextual information that describes his life as an artist, however, was interesting.

    24. amazing. there's the honesty of "the self" which transcends "him". I'm going through hard times and his words are like (are like) some truth to me. also--what other purpose is there to reading?

    25. An interesting collection of observations and details in a creative persons life, mostly short entries on daily activities - with wittiness, beauty and heartbreak.

    26. Fascinating and sad. This book offers readers a chance to be in the mind of America's finest writer-monologist. Highly recommended.

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